Glow, without light

Some of us don’t Glow i the light.

We burn quitely instead.

And mabye that’s ok –

because in the end, its those who burn who learn how to control the fire.

Why Me

Why is it always me who gets hit in the head by a football?
Why is it always me with the bad grades?
Why is it always me who never gets friends?
And why is it always me who stands alone while watching the others?

Why is it always me?
Why, why, why –
Why always me?

Life can be so painful, but so beautiful at the same time.
You get thrown off a boat, then watch the sunset and forget everything that happened.
You can feel fine one minute, and be dying the next.

Why is it never me who gets invited to hang out?
Why is it never me who has the cool clothes?
Why is it never me who is the pretty one?
Why is it never me who is the funny one?

And why is it never me who is the beautiful one?
Why, why, why –
Why is it fucking never me?

You go through life thinking everything is great,
Then one single thing tears up your perfect fantasy.
It’s like ripping apart the thing that holds you up –
Now you’re just lying there with no dreams or future.

You’re done before you even started.

So why?
Tell me, please just tell me:
Why me? Why anyone? Why this fucking world?
Why can someone ruin another person’s life and not get punished?

Why do some go through everything, and some just get stung by a bee?
Why is the world so unfair? I had to go through hell just to be average.
Why can someone be so incredibly selfish while others are dying?
Why, why, why –
Why even try?

I had a dream – I think we all did.
Where the world was beautiful, and fantasy came to life.
How can just a glimpse of reality ruin our whole story?
I believed anything could happen as long as I dreamed for it,
But how could everything crumble to pieces while wishing for better?

So one last time: why?
Why me?
Why you?
Why Mom?
Why Dad?
Why my sister?
Why my brother?
Why all the people I love?

Why them…
And not those who wronged them?

Why do they get to walk free like nothing happened?
Like not a care in the world?
Why can’t they burn down like the rest of us?
Why do we have to burn inside while they glory in the light?

Why, why, why –
Why can’t people see?

If you ever thought you were alone, ur not. 

Remember –  your never alone.

There’s someone, or something, out there waiting for you.

You just have to belive.